A Conversation With Numb
Tayana Osuna, A&C Editor
I wondered what it would be like to have a conversation with the feeling numb, so I wrote what I think it would be like. In a way, it sounds like present day me talking to younger me. Through this poem I’ve learned that numbness isn’t something that we all share, that we all hold, it is something that grows the longer we sit in the dark, alone. Like a forbidden bacteria that scars us, forever.
Why hello there How are you? Oh? I see Me? Um, well I am not good Oh, don’t make that face Really It’s okay It’s been like this for a while So I’m rather numb to it by now Are you there yet? No? Still sad? Still crying Still tired, yet restless That’ll change Either it’ll get better as they say Or you’ll end up like me Oh, don’t be scared That is just how it goes Soon enough your heart won’t even be there It’ll leave you for a happier soul Because that’s what it craves Happiness And when you don’t have any to offer It leaves Just like people do And then you are left with nothing You are left empty Left hollow Nothing but darkness So enjoy it while it lasts, I guess Relish in the sadness In the anger In the madness Because one day, you’ll miss it I miss it And instead I am numb Disgustingly numb Oh, pity me, right? Alright, I’ll see you soon, aye? See you soon